Wednesday, April 30, 2008

20 April

Pavillion KL
Baskin Robbins

We had a small meet up session and celebration for AD.
teeeeeehehhe!

muakhakhakha!
she's only older than me about 3 weeks!

acting cute

Say Li, Rui Ern, Julia, Aderine, Shu Kheng, Angeline, Shirley.
I haven't seen some of them for more a half a year!

Our tradition since we were 16.
The 3 of us will take photo stickers every year.

please ignore the black thing on my shoulder.
tsk.tsk.tsk!


16 April

Sunway Lagoon on a beautiful Wednesday!

8 of us.
most of my classmate ffk'ed.
:'(

cute couple Alex and c.Voon

Had loads of fun in the water park.
you can see that from Susan's shoulder (the guy next to me).
teehheheheh!

okaaaay, I forgot to photoshop the picture.
Can you not look at the 'not-so-slim' parts of my body.
@.@

We had to leave early cause it started to rain.
T.T

c.Fei - silly fella

so long, farewell, my next visit, another few months? years?

Steamboat after that.
Chilly and me eat like nobody's business.

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

1 year 3 semesters

I had 3 subjects this semester.
In which case, the easiest semester.
:D
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Basic Typography with mr.Ng

*for certain reasons, I always get A for his subjects, and Edwin Chien's.
from creative thinking to conceptual designing.
hopefully I follow the traditions and ace this subject too.
finger's crossed.

cute mr.Ng who reluctantly took a picture with a whole bunch of girls.
married man maaaarh.

me and my presentation
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Image Manipulation with Allen

It is really not easy to CREATE an image.
My final assignment : Realistic - Pinned Freedom - Human & Butterfly
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Sound & Audio Design with Dahlan

Our final presentation was a DJ conversation.
My group's topic was about the World's End.

with my DJ's and callers.

We also had to do stuffs like these.

and these.

awaiting for the new year!!!!!

OMfabulousG!

I wanted do the long long photo survey tagged by Elsie.
It is like the hardest survey I've ever done.
I decided to give up.

@.@
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this is what my sis e- me.
for my birthday.

FYI : 'beshena' is a special language I use with my sister and parents.
which means : !$#^&@(P()*%!^%*#_!(%^@* in a rather more polite way.

p/s : the pictures were taken few years back.
which explains why I look so not-so-pretty.
errhhem!

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

放弃了

a blog post I got from my friend's blog.
beautifully written with pain


走的每一步,都是一早已设定好的吗?
如果我就这样顺着这条像河流的路,

一直顺其自然的慢慢的流向大海,

我的选择对了吗?
答案是错的,
因为如果我没有自己的想法了,
我的生命就是一直活在别人的操纵之下,

那多痛苦啊!

做 了最后的决定,
我坚决的放弃喜欢一个人的感觉。

但不知为何,
每当我想要放弃时,
总是会在心死边缘复活。
那是因为我不够坚定,

还是上天的一场作弄。

一段没有 结果的感情,
何必一直耿耿于怀的追随,
因为这个人一直都不会看见
有人在背后为他挣扎痛苦的样子

回想这些日子,
也许会觉得自己很笨,
爱错一个人也是生命 里美好的回忆


就在对这段感觉的告别前,
再奢侈的留下多一点回忆吧。

心里有很多话很想跟这个让我第一次感觉心动的人说,
可是我没有勇气,

唯有把它写下做一种无言的告别吧。

如果有缘让你看见我的心,愿你明白我的痛和挣扎

“曾 经有想过冲动向你说明一切,
但我的害怕和担忧阻止了我。
那也许是因为我一直无法面对事实,
也害怕此刻的冲动会失去目前我能拥有的。

在你身边的每一刻都是快 乐的,
有时看见你伤心流泪,

心也会不知觉的痛了起来,
恨自己无法当那个让你微笑快乐的人

但唯一遗憾的是,
我无法将我的温暖带给你、安慰你。

那是因为我永 远能到达的界限,
只是在你的心们之外

默默的守护着你

如果有一天让你看见我的心,
我不懂你会以什么心态面对我,
会是觉得我懦弱,还是从此离开我的视线。

这一切我都不管了,
因为下一刻我放弃了。

再也不必日夜埋头思索、失眠、挣扎、和痛苦了。

希望我的心不会再有任何一丝牵挂,
让我们从这一刻解脱吧。

再见了, 一个让我心动过的人。”



爱情是会过期的,必须不停更新;
友情是一辈子的,没有限定期限。
也许当一辈子的知己才是最适合我们的,
至少我们能走得比永远更远
一起渡过快乐伤悲。

Monday, April 21, 2008

JUMP!!!

离开地球表面 Jump!







活着其实很好, 再吃一颗苹果

带走回荡的回忆 你像流浪的流星
把我丢在黑夜 想著你
你要离开的黎明 我的眼泪在眼睛
下定决心 我决定
恒星的恒心 等你 等你

你就是我的天使
保护著我的天使
给我快乐的天使
给我依赖 给我力量
只要有你就会是天堂

越玩越high! 越玩越大! 快乐无限! 梦无价!


摇滚海豚

离开地了球表面!!!!!





Friday, April 11, 2008

everything happens for a reason

be strong.
you'll go through it.



Ecclesiastes 3 : 1-8

 To every thing there is a season, 

and a time to every purpose under the heaven:

 A time to be born, and a time to die; 

a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;

 A time to kill, and a time to heal; 

a time to break down, and a time to build up;

 A time to weep, and a time to laugh; 

a time to mourn, and a time to dance;

 A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; 

a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;

 A time to get, and a time to lose; 

a time to keep, and a time to cast away;

 A time to rend, and a time to sew; 

a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;

 A time to love, and a time to hate; 

a time of war, and a time of peace.


Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Tears keep falling 
when I was reading all my love letters from my secreAt admirer 
and I burst into laugher 
as I read more.

(I had a sudden rush to read'em after reading your blog post)

Every time she wrote to me, 
she would end up talking a lot of 垃圾话.
She could write a long letter to me 
even when she is less than 15 km away from me.

I miss her so dearly.

Thank you 
for 
your letters.
your gifts.
your patience.
your pamper.
your love.
your everything.

p/s : Me turning 19 in one month leerhhhh!!!!! 
you know what to do laaarhhh!!!!!
muakhakhakhak!!!!
 
me birthday wish this year.
for at least a day with you.
simple.
=D
                                                                                           
       
  
          Remember, you are FAN RUI ERN,
nobody can take place of you
in my life. take care.
BELIEVE IN YOURSELF. Wish you happy always,
do the best and ALL the BEST! BEST OF THE BEST!

Monday, April 7, 2008

i am so so so so so so H!

My dears brought me for beef burger 
as they know I've been craving for one 
since the semester started!!!

I had a super huge beef burger.
Okay, it is very obvious.

very happily enjoying

6 pack of regular fries = one huge mountain

me and my sifu 
(you don't have to know what she teaches me)

this is what we do when we have too much left-overs.
and yea. i know, we look very silly.
@.@

and it really gets messy!

Sunday, April 6, 2008

happily - sadly

I have been rather disturbed after the stupid incident when I was harassed and *almost - - - -, and ...  that I wouldn't dare imagine.

Emo-trend going on. 
(no worries, darling HSL, you're not alone) 
muakhkahahka!!!

I was very relaxed the pass few weeks (months), which is not a good thing at all.
Cause it's hard to get myself back into the normal self-torturing routine of my college life.

Going through a lot of ups and downs especially in this week.

T.T

Really can't wait for this semester to end.
Me want Carls Jr. Burger! Jump 2008! Shopping! and turning 19!


Waiting for the long-time-no-see-reunion!
counting down : 13 days

XOXO!


如果你 爱过我 
你不会就这样走 
就这样 丢下我 
和那些天真承诺 
如果我 再也不
不能再更多的承受 
痛哭之后 却又咬紧牙关 
继续漂流 继续等候 

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

save the earth




red hot Chilly and peaceful green Julia



save the environment!


everybody needs a green bag!


come join me!

love your greens!