come back to me

in less than 24 hours, and i will have a brand new start. so many things have changed in 2007. and some are changes that i never ever wanted for. but there is nothing i can do about it. everything happened for a reason. always be ready for something unexpected. i miss ms.Yong very much. because as i (we) grow older, many things go beyond what we have wished for. still struggling inside. so many new things and feelings yet to be discovered. year 2007 is a huge impact in ms.Yong's life. whether i changed for the better or for the worst. i can do no nothing about it. reminiscing and looking back. tears cannot be shed anymore. i wish that in the new year, i would want to be at home. i would sleep well everyday. i would not have to suffer under hyperhidrosis and excema popping up every now and then. i would learn to think real. feel real. and BE real. i would not be afraid to let someone love me. i would be able to cry. let's just hope for the better. i am getting older, but i wonder why i feel like shouting GROW UP so much. ... ...
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Magical Moment

I went to watch LEO KU "THE MAGIC MOMENTS" LIVE IN MALAYSIA 2007 yesterday night.

with RE.

I captured all these pictures with my 1.3 mega pixels camera phone.

The stage was like whOAAA...

See!! SEE!! LEO ku!!!!
He is darn good looking,
but he has a weird hairstyle
that looks as if he's wearing a wig though.

I met Justin too!

Leo Ku can really sing.
He just has this very pleasant peaceful voice that makes us go quiet.

It ended at about 10+.
An experience not to be forgotten.

最心痛是　愛得太遲
有些心意　不可等某個日子
最可怕是　愛需要及時
只差一秒　心聲都已變歷史
錯失太易　愛得太遲
愛一個字　也需要及時

I was looking through RE's blog. and saw a cute little blog post.
I sort of decided to blog (after a looooooooong time of resting)
after i saw the 'EVERYDAY' word.
=P

but I won't be blogging until next year,
so long folks!

MERRY CHRISTMAS, people!!!!

i am still very innocent.

Today is a super extremely ultra duper happy day
~ because this is the first time ever in my whole 2 semester course,
my artwork is actually being chosen as the 'bests'.
muakhakahkahkahkh!!!

I seem like I'm not doing anything.
But I really did.
A looooot.

Innocence of Childhood,
mostly done by Quan and me,
cause QiuLi and ZiYing weren't with us.

my uniquely quiet U5.

This is not even 30% of my course-mates.

wakahkahkahkhakH!!!
me, Sean and Ella.
wacky fellows.
=P

Need me explain more?
miss my gay.
(i look as if I'm being forced)
mukahakhakhkahK!!!

Laugh when you can.

dear julia,

Doesn't it scares you when you have no control over your feelings?
Wouldn't it kill when there are people who plays mind games with you.

Even worst, how hard it is to endure the pain of not knowing you are doing things that is inattentively hurting yourself.

Sometimes, I hate putting a smile on my face at all time.
I hate the fact that people take advantage of me,
thinking that I am never sad/offended/stressed/.../...
I hate people who come complaining to me about everything
and then condemn me on how fake I am being 'stress-less'.
I hate selfish people who thinks that they are the only ones 'suffering'.

I don't understand how some people could release their frustration on someone who did no nothing, and absolutely had NO CONTRIBUTION to their depression or whatever.
I really cannot stand those who treat me like shit and never ever appreciated what I have done.
Instead, they say how bad I have done my job.

It seems to be a crime to be nice.
But my ego can never let anyone see how terribly crying and yelling my heart is deep inside.

and don't you dare underestimate
ms.Yong aka Super Julia.
I can do more
than you never ever thought I could.
cause behind my dying smile,
lies undying strength!

In the mist of this huge space,
you hear people creating noise,
shouting, screaming,
laughing, crying,
talking, arguing,
but slowly,
it gets softer
softer
and softer.
you are locked away
in your own solitary moment
not knowingly
killing yourself
slowly.

" I am laughing,
but I am dying. "

Super Julia

A run through of my to-do-list for this week:

1. English group presentation
2. Color Studies interior design assignment
3. Color Studies final assignment discussion and outline
4. Color Studies Kolam on canvas
5. Photography aperture assignment
6. Conceptual Design HUGGIES advertisment
7. Tamadun Islam penilaian II
   
8. Unplugged sort out videos
9. 
   
10. 
    

It is not a weekend but I am wasting my sweet time blogging about 4 posts at one time.
Because my msn was hacked and there's some stupid problems with it now.
I'm dead sien with it. I decided not to use msn.
:D

g-mail me yeaaaaa.

Nice to meet you.
I am Julia Y. DML1 course rep,
but I am actually a super hero in disguise.
I call myself : Super Julia
Just call my name,
and I'll be thereeeeeeeeeeeee..........

Even heroes have the right to bleed
It’s not easy to be me

the me will always be me

This is what my UfivERS do to me when they are too bored and have nothing better to do.

konon-nyea high tech

Yet again,

photography assignment outing.
This time to Muzium Negara,
which cost me about RM2.
xP

The museum have been upgraded or downgraded?

ZiYing, Julia, C.Voon

Press the green button and the man in red will come to life!
muakhakhakkahkhakH!!!!!

Damn cun loooh.

Touch screen story book on Merdeka.

Nice photo of (soh) Fei

Shoot Safely!
(my photography group name)

and I had colorful ice cream!
it has been ages since I had these.
yuummmm.

meet the lion

We always have dead a lot of fun doing assignments.
Was at Sunway on the 23rd Nov to help QiuLi and Quan with their photography assignment II.

I was trying to instruct CY which angle to take the pictures.
(btw, CY is the photographer who took the pictures of me in the previous blog post)

Look what they made me do.
A combination of lady likeness (the tee) + hip hop (the cap) + lala'ness (peace sign)

We met up with QiuLi's dear.
darn, he's good looking.
(p/s: he is competing in some contact lens model search something something on 9th Dec in the Curve)

adding Quan a total of 10 of us.

I just love doing photography assignments.
:P

moving along...

have you ever felt that you are growing.
i mean, actually really experienced the changes and realized that you are becoming a better yourself?

it would soon be the end of 2007.
and i will keep walking on.
there is no way i can turn back.
or at any chance,
i shall never look back.

i was trying to act cute.

i look dumb.

okay, if you can guess correctly where i am.
you are truly a local.

me happie!!!??? (signature :D)

"When you reach the heart of life,
you shall find beauty in all things,
even in the eyes
that are blind to beauty."

studio pictures

i went for my 1st ever studio photo shoot.
oh well,
you can skip those family photos.

it's free though.
Unplugged committees.

Julia (Multimedia), Brian & Pu3 (Editorial)

muakhakakhkhkahk!!!

i had to put make up on for the photo shoot.
good thing i still look okay.

cutieeeeee RE!

so, come visit TAR.
and come for UNPLUGGED III 2007!

p/s : you guys can get tickets from me. RM10 only.
get to see super cute good looking rockers somemore! xP