come back to me

in less than 24 hours, and i will have a brand new start. so many things have changed in 2007. and some are changes that i never ever wanted for. but there is nothing i can do about it. everything happened for a reason. always be ready for something unexpected. i miss ms.Yong very much. because as i (we) grow older, many things go beyond what we have wished for. still struggling inside. so many new things and feelings yet to be discovered. year 2007 is a huge impact in ms.Yong's life. whether i changed for the better or for the worst. i can do no nothing about it. reminiscing and looking back. tears cannot be shed anymore. i wish that in the new year, i would want to be at home. i would sleep well everyday. i would not have to suffer under hyperhidrosis and excema popping up every now and then. i would learn to think real. feel real. and BE real. i would not be afraid to let someone love me. i would be able to cry. let's just hope for the better. i am getting older, but i wonder why i feel like shouting GROW UP so much. ... ...
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