Wouldn't it kill when there are people who plays mind games with you.
Even worst, how hard it is to endure the pain of not knowing you are doing things that is inattentively hurting yourself.
Sometimes, I hate putting a smile on my face at all time.
I hate the fact that people take advantage of me,
thinking that I am never sad/offended/stressed/.../...
I hate people who come complaining to me about everything
and then condemn me on how fake I am being 'stress-less'.
I hate selfish people who thinks that they are the only ones 'suffering'.
I don't understand how some people could release their frustration on someone who did no nothing, and absolutely had NO CONTRIBUTION to their depression or whatever.
I really cannot stand those who treat me like shit and never ever appreciated what I have done.
Instead, they say how bad I have done my job.
It seems to be a crime to be nice.
But my ego can never let anyone see how terribly crying and yelling my heart is deep inside.
and don't you dare underestimatems.Yong aka Super Julia.
I can do more
than you never ever thought I could.
cause behind my dying smile,
lies undying strength!
In the mist of this huge space,
you hear people creating noise,
shouting, screaming,
laughing, crying,
talking, arguing,
but slowly,
it gets softer
softer
and softer.
you are locked away
in your own solitary moment
not knowingly
killing yourself
slowly.
you hear people creating noise,
shouting, screaming,
laughing, crying,
talking, arguing,
but slowly,
it gets softer
softer
and softer.
you are locked away
in your own solitary moment
not knowingly
killing yourself
slowly.
" I am laughing,
but I am dying. "
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........ kip on smilling... u will get over it soon... watever it is...
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