I remember a guy who left the course for a 1.2K designer job asking me, why are you studying for?
Honestly, when someone asks me things like these, I just don't really know how to answer.
All I know now is that I do not want to depend on my sister's RM300 a month for college fees and being disgraced as if I am a spoiled brat who only uses $$ and gives no contribution to the family.
and I need to earn enough to return my parents what-ever money they have spent on me. Most important, I do not want to owe my sister anything.
I sometimes think whether is it worth it for me to sacrifice my beauty sleep and everything else just to come out with really good assignments. I want A quality. A+ preferably.
Now when it comes to examinations, I cannot believe it, that besides blogging (what I am doing now), I actually have an eager rush to study the hell out of me and possibly get 6A's.
I really don't know what's gotten into me.
Changing into a perfectionist? KiaSu perhaps?
I really don't quite know.
As far as I am concern, life is not a bed of roses, if I want to sit in a huge office with a crew of designers, and drives a BMW to work, maybe in some skyscrapers in the city center, becoming a frequent flyer to different places, 'cin cai' is prohibited in my dictionary.
One thing changed in 2007, is Julia is more than she expected to turn out to be.
I will no longer be that innocent girl who listens and glides through every little thing by luck.
If you can dream it, you can do it. ( =P just finished watching Blades of Glory)
Heads up.
Stand tall.
Walk straight.
Don't let anyone underestimate you.
Don't you dare underestimate yourself.
Stand tall.
Walk straight.
Don't let anyone underestimate you.
Don't you dare underestimate yourself.
Best wishes to my darling princesses.
None,
but people of strong passion
are capable of
rising to greatness.
but people of strong passion
are capable of
rising to greatness.


2 comments:
hey. today 1st day of class, my lecturer said something meaningful. She said she likes her student to be kiasu.
"Kia Su is a way to be the best in the positive way"... =)=)=)
hey..gambateh ya!!!
i'm always by ur side!!!
sometimes i really feel very proud of u...
sometime i think myself..
how good if i were julia...
hahaha..
love ya...
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