not too late?

This is really not what I am supposed to do now.

Fed up with my lecturer's extremely bombastic language in his notes that kept me reading over and over again, he probably got TAR and TAylor's mixed up.

I hate photography.
and
I love photography.

I self torture to excel in all my photography assignments and no way this 50% exam is going to pull me down. *screams and yell in excitement*

~end of story~

and now I am finally facing all the 'aftereffects' and realizing how selfish I was to ignore sms'es, stop replying messages on msn (especially HSL's) dear HSL, I'm so sorry!!!! , half way disappearing, shutting people (that comes asking me questions politely) off, and all sort of nasty things I did to people, especially to my friends.

it is my luck and blessing, that with my attitude that self-proclaims 'busy' all year round, I still have friends.

I do hope it is not too late to apologize.
with deepest regret,
I promise never to be rude to my pals ever again.

with love.
XOXO