you deserve to be loved, not the annoying little brat by the name of Julia

Ad called me up less than 4 hours ago,
asking me to join OO for the 3rd time (if I am not mistaken).

Oh well, she mentioned about stuffs.
and stuffs.
and more stuffs.

Got me thinking alot.

I was a cute little girl who was always obedient to my parents, believes in true love, and all those crappy shit.

Maybe the great one above knows for sure I will be punished and that's why I get all the things I want and all attention I don't need right now.

I am a drop dead nasty, ignorant, selfish little miss who takes advantage of people whenever I can.

I don't deserve all these for heaven's sake.
I don't deserve all these at all.

It makes it harder to get over the guilt I am carrying.
and even harder for me to love myself, all over again.

and yeaaa.

my hair is getting uglier and uglier.

May everyone else be loved.
XOXO!