let me fall

let me feel,
I don't care if I breakdown
let me fall,
even if I hit the ground
and if I
cry a little
die a little
at least I know
I lived,
just a little...

I want to be somebody
who can face the things
that I've been running from

one more year's come and gone
and nothing's changed at all

no good

today I am 19 years 1 month 1 day old.

I can't sleep because my tummy aches and I'm having slight migraines
I went to the doc today.

-_-"

I have gastric because I ate too much.
and ate too little at the same time.

I guess it's enough of break,
and off to my routine Ashtangas.

Being sick really sucks.
I can't do anything!!